Adios Titos

My Sober Journey

Day 107

Well I’m shocked I’ve made it this far! I’ve certainly had my ups and downs. Most recently I’ve found that have very little interest in doing anything. It doesn’t feel like depression, almost a feeling of emptiness. Hard to describe, just blah. I did some reading and I guess this is normal, but I’ve made an appointment to see someone anyway. I feel like this is just a “hump” I need to get over. I’ve always loved doing things, but they have pretty much always involved drinking. It’s not that I don’t like being around people that drink, doesn’t make me crave alcohol, but I don’t feel fun anymore! I guess that “pink cloud” everyone talks about is gone. Now I need to find activities I feel comfortable with and relearn to have fun. Missing you less and less Tito’s!